Michlaude Discipleship Project

Part Five

The Love the Whole Road Rests On

Before any of that argument, one scene, because showing has to come before saying or the saying will not be believed. The night before the cross, in a garden called Gethsemane, Jesus fell to the ground and prayed that the cup might pass from Him if it were possible, and "his sweat was like drops of blood, falling to the ground" (Luke 22:44, NET) — and then He stayed anyway. Not a doctrine about love yet. A body sweating blood in the dark, staying. Everything the rest of this section is about to argue is commentary on that.

Everything this part of the book has shown you so far — the council, the vacancy, the regency, the staggering scale of aevum existence — could be read, if you stopped reading right here, as a story about power: who has it, who forfeited it, who inherits it. That reading would miss the one thing underneath all of it that actually makes any of it good news rather than merely interesting news. So before this part of the book closes, it needs to say plainly what it has, until now, mostly assumed rather than stated: none of this is really about power at all. It is about what God is.

"The person who does not love does not know God because God is love."

— 1 John 4:8 (NET)

Read that sentence the way it is actually written, not the way familiarity softens it. John does not say God is loving, a description of behavior, an attribute alongside other attributes. He says God is love — love as what God is, not merely what God does, the way this book has already told you knowing is not merely something you do but the substance of eternal life itself (John 17:3). Everything this book has shown you about theosis, about the vacated council seats, about redeemed humanity inheriting a governing destiny — all of it is downstream of this one claim, and none of it means what it should mean if this claim is treated as decoration rather than foundation. You are not being conformed toward power for its own sake. You are being conformed toward the nature of a God whose deepest nature is love, so that whatever governing authority theosis eventually hands you, it will be exercised the way love, and only love, actually governs.

And this love was never first a response to having something outside Himself to love. In the same prayer that already gave this book its whole measure — John 17:3, know — Jesus prays a sentence easy to read past on the way to more familiar verses: "you loved me before the foundation of the world" (John 17:24, NET). Before there was a world, a creation, a fall, or a rescue to accomplish, the Father was already loving the Son. God did not become love when He made something to love. He is love, eternally, inside Himself — Father, Son, and Spirit — before creation and entirely apart from any need of it. That is the ground this section has, until now, mostly assumed rather than stated.

This is not a private attribute of the Father alone, held at a distance from you until some future reward. Paul tells the church in Rome where this love actually comes from, right now, in language that is startlingly direct: "And hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us" (Romans 5:5, NET). Poured out — not merely described, not merely promised, but given, into you, by the same Spirit this book has already shown you bears witness that you are God's child (Romans 8:16). The love that is God's own nature is not a destination at the end of the road Part Five has been describing. It is the same Spirit doing the conforming, right now, today, in whatever unremarkable place you happen to be reading this sentence.

Say plainly, then, what that means for a book like this one: no book, this one included, can put that love into you. A book can point at it, argue for it, quote the texts that name it — and this section has done exactly that. But love is not information a careful enough reader eventually masters from a page. Jesus told His disciples, the same night He prayed the prayer this book keeps returning to, that He would not leave them to work this out from memory or from notes: "the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name — he will teach you all things" (John 14:26, NET), and again, "when the Spirit of truth comes, he will guide you into all truth" (John 16:13, NET). The place Jesus said He was going to prepare (John 14:2–3) was not the only unfinished business from that same conversation. He also promised the Teacher who would finish, in you, from the inside, what this book — what any book — can only gesture toward from the outside. If you finish this section with a clearer argument for why God is love and no clearer sense of being loved, the argument has done its job and the book has not done its own.

And that love has a cost attached to it that the vine imagery this book keeps returning to has not yet shown you in full. Jesus does not merely say the branches must remain in the vine. He says the Father who tends the vine actively, deliberately cuts: "he takes away every branch that does not bear fruit in me, and every branch that bears fruit he prunes, so that it will bear more fruit" (John 15:2, NET). The pruning knife is not punishment. It is love doing what love actually does when it is serious about what it loves becoming — the same shape as the cross itself, which is the actual template of governance in this universe: a King who demonstrated, at the deepest possible cost, exactly what faithful stewardship of power looks like. A theosis that skipped the knife would not be theosis at all. It would be the counterfeit this part of the book has already warned you against — power seized rather than love received, growth without the cutting that love, and only love, is willing to do for the sake of what it loves.